The Killer will Conquer until she is conquered.

I'm Siana Katera, I like serial killers, psychology, tattoos, lingerie, sunflowers, books, oil painting, guns, surrealism, traveling, superhero/scary/gangster movies, fashion, and sports. I'll destroy you so don't love me. Oh, and Buddah says:
"All great changes are proceeded by chaos"

So don't blame me for my destruction, I'm just being great.

 

I’ve never met someone with the ability to destroy me or make me feel invincible by a single sentence. Until you,

and damnit it’s the hardest most beautiful thing in the world.

The Marilyn Monroe fad is so fucking annoying. And most don’t know a thing about her or they are completely ignorant of her influence.

Marilyn was not a bimbo. She was one of the first women to start her own production company, one of the first people ever to start an independent film company, she was a civil rights advocate when it was taboo to be one, she was the very first celebrity to speak openly of childhood sexual abuse, she dedicated herself to charity, and she was more well read than you are!

And I truly wish you find your true one because then you will see how wonderful, magnificent,  and significant, every relationship, every love, really is. 

It’s sad what some people take away from love or make of it’s experience.
You sit there and judge every person there after just because you are afraid that they might hurt you like the last one did. You try to convince yourself you care less, that you’re different now, that you’ve learned. But what you fail to see is that this front isn’t a brick wall. Maybe to people who don’t pay attention or maybe to people who don’t care or never did. But I used to, very minimal and basic/general now, but I used to. So I know, and I see, this stupid little front….all because of me.

part of me wants to be seven and careless.
part of me wants to be back in your bed.
part of me wants to be forty and settled.
part of me wants to be dead.

And watching him sleep is probably the most peaceful thing I’ve felt since my meditation at Temple.